FANTASY LAND ^-^

---arl

Dream place I see
Feel happy as we 
Pain hard to be
Until when this glee
Fantasy you and me
Destiny never will be

It’s always a fantasy

Shouldn’t come to reality
 
Places full of memory
 
Together we build destiny 

Follow the way bravely
  
THIS LAND OF FANTASY!

Another year @ Mozambique

         Here comes April 29th again, counting another year of my stay here in Mozambique. I encountered many things and I know I will still continue to meet many ups and downs. But since Life is always like that, it has all kinds of interesting experiences! I know I need to be sufficiently brave to face those challenges in life. God knows how much I wanted and almost terribly gave up sometimes because of the pressure I’d met. And God only knows how much I miss my family and all the people who are always around me in my homeland. My friends---night outs, huge malls, busy streets, and my most favorite place in all places the “NATIONAL BOOKSTORE” in the Philippines. I MISS THOSE MANY BOOKS OF “NATIONAL BOOKSTORE”!!!

         Nevertheless, despite the fact of all those hardships, Mozambique taught me a lot. I already learned how to embrace all what I have here in this place. If before I only hang on in the house, spend, spend, and spend… now I learned how to have my own earnings and even value at true worth.

         Another year in Mozambique,…. another year to live and to banish worry…. To bravely face all my doubt and fear…. To live each day with enthusiasm… To grow daily and always try to do best... Once more to right all the wrongs.

        Mozambique!!! you made me more realized one of the biggest question mark in my life......”I KNOW I CAN”….!!!

Fantasy

Fantasy
 by: Arl

If I'm only be free.
As free as a pretty bee.
Sure, you can own me.
We stay together can be.
But please, take care of me.

Now that, we're both not free.
No time for loneliness as be.
Ultimately, let's fly as high as tree.
Like the pristine birds that fly candidly.
Like dainty butterfly down the garden blithely.

Only in our dreams, never in reality.
Maybe we can be, I'm afraid completely.
Let's live happily, but not hurt somebody.
Better keep carefully your unclouded love as a great fantasy.
Then I'll keep mine like a pie in the sky.

ARL ^_^

Look at You Heart

WAAAFFFF..... I AM SUPPOSED TO BE TEACHING NOW In This HOuR, BUT I CAN'T KEEP MY MIND THINKING ABOUT YOU.....haha :))) i cant believed it,,,in This hour "i am totally present but mentally absent" haissttt Before i forgot, i am in front of my extra lesson class so i need to go on with my teaching life hahaha :)))) ANYWAY..... always remember..... Anytime and anywhere you'll fine myself in your loving heart....all you need to do is just closed your eyes...and you will be here with me....(my Goodness!!!! Its only in my dream haha:))))
How i wish love is like that....by just looking at your own heart,,,then suddenly you will absolutely know that 'there is he'.... Its just a wish...

What is it for?

       I can’t imagine I didn’t even sleep because of you. It’s almost 5am and I’m still awake. Three more hours to go and I need to go to school for my sworn job with a profound heart. I will never forget this night or morning rather.  

  …..“I don’t even know why, other people keep on promising things, since they don’t even know what’s the meaning and the purpose of those PROMISES??? What is it for???Maybe it’s true, as the other people used to say, “Promises are made to be broken.” (ITS BETTER NEVER PROMISE)

       I  HARDLY CRIED… :’(  AND  ITS  ABSOLUTELY ENOUGH  I  WILL AUSTERELY  NEVER  LET  ANYONE  TO HURT  My FEELINGS  ANYMORE!!! :(  

      If this is only a part of challenges in life???,,,well then,,, i never want this kind of feelings.

Stay   Away!

          The moment I extremely used to see you, are the moment I feel the immense sadness within me. Nevertheless, I never think I could intently feel like this before. It was all inept started into a simple message. The moment I don’t want to think utterly about it, the more its making me realized how closer you are to me.

          Stay away! Please STAY AWAY FROM ME! I never enormously want to hurt my own receptive feelings. One more thing, I never dreamed to be selfish as the other people do. Lastly, I never wish to hurt somebody because of this egoistic way of thinking. I always want to be happy but I don’t want to hurt somebody. Please help me ease this pain. STAY AWAY! Please stay away from me. Never look at me.

         Nonetheless, I never was too good with waywardness goodbyes. However if you will help me to do so, it would be very easy for me, with bliss and candor.  

  ---ARL♥♥♥

Yvaeh

Arl
 
Nobody wants to wave hands with a heavy heart...