Arl
Hayyy buhay nga naman talaga. Minsan may mga pagkakataon na akala mo yun na yun, di pa pala. Katulad din ng pagkakataon na tipong excited ka sa lakad, ilang araw mo pinaghahandaan,  nag-impake ka na't lahat,-lahat yun pala di matutuloy****..... Ang sakit pa nun... Hindi ka man lang nakatanggap ng mensahe na cancel pala ang lakad.... Shocks!!! Hirap ng ganitong sitwasyon! Parang tanga tangahan lang ang peg!

I have this feeling inside me that I've always tried to hide 

This feeling has never ended, didn't ever subside 

I realized that keeping it would only cause me pain 

So I tried to forget about it but the feeling only remained 

Tell me will I ever survive 

Stop my tears and keep it inside 

Holding back myself from being close to you…..

Path

         I know no matter what happens to me, I always have freedom of mind. Which only means that I always have freedom to choose the path of virtue over the path of suffering,  or to choose being one with God over being alone. I miss all the people who love and give importance to me...I did miss them a lot!!!...Things that I don't understand sometimes is that, why do they need not to exist?!

            I choose this way...I choose this freedom...”Freedom of being alone”...A path of suffering but a path of being with "you". Yes I do and always believe in God but I do believe in you too. I believe in your love (as you say so) (though I feel you’re absolutely not...)

             It's what I am...It’s how I fall in love...and it’s why I'm allowing you to fleece my candid feeling. No matter what!!!…??? I choose this freedom,,,” A FREEDOM OF LOVING YOU SECRETLY!!!” It’s how it needs to be.

                                                                                                                         

                                                           by:    ^_^   ARL

Duped

“Don’t say you missed me whilst in fact I know you never do.” Don’t make me believe once more to a thing that I did believe before. Instead help me value myself… Stop that dupe!!! 

January 1, 2013

      "Good bye 2012!!! You had been taught me a lot. I did cry and did laugh. I can even say that… I did quite stumble down. But the thought there is I am still grateful that because of you, I learned how to become more strong and stand once more to face and welcome 2013 with self-importance and understanding  for every circumstances I’ll be meeting for this another whole year 2013. Please be good to me 2013!!! " 

                                    ---Arl ^_^

Arl

“Lazy Sunday morning...then

suddenly remember one special person and had nothing to do but to smile then utter "for God's sake I am missing you, where are you...???'" 

           ---Arl--- ^_^

Arl“There are people you can’t live without…but you have to let go.”---Arl